The Heart Yearns & The Mind Follows

Candle burns quickly
Betraying the shifting of time
It is done but unseen in this moment
It is bigger than expected
So big I feel pulled to it
When it was to be pulled to me
I give up pieces of myself willingly
They are no longer needed
But the discomfort of them leaving
Envelops this moment
It’s a journey planned but unknown
Its outline rough
The [...]

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My Fear

Shiver hits
Races up the spine
Familiar energy
A gift of acknowledgment
Though it is felt
Mood remains unchanged
Melancholy
Searching
Questioning everything
Tears well and recede
There is no subject matter
Just release
Attempted understanding
Neither head nor heart
Offer up information
There is a void
A heaviness
A slow aching pull
To unknown places
Something is being birthed
It labors in my chest
It’s insatiable
Uncomfortable
Confined
Cut the strings
Set it forth
Something good must come of this
A [...]

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Peace Is Still Not Found

Needy
Grasping
Pushing pulling
Confusion of familiarity
Aching
Turning
Sending receiving
Puzzle pieces missing
Heart calls out
No answers looming
Clock keeps ticking
Why can’t it be clear
Control fading
Something looming
Feelings unprepared
Fire burning
Sweet light nearing
Meaning can’t be found
Turmoil inside
Insanity outside
Peace is still not found
 
Engtovo ~ August 30, 2008

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